sleep. im tired.  i dont want to do anything. but sit here and think. think about all that has gone on this weekend.. lots of drama.

but am i?

hmmm.

there is just so much crap. ill continue later.

today i have a funeral to go to.. not really lookin forward to it. oh well.i gotta be there for her.. i'll continue you this in a bit.

peace ouch.

muhaaha be jealous.

omg.

i can't spell.

i can't think.

it's all because of you.

you make me sick.

regurgitation at it's best.

defecation, perhaps?

nah, constapation.

heh.

you know.. my fave lyric...

if you were to slit my throat, with my last gasping breath, i'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt...

hmmm.

brb.

hmm. i gotta pee. muhahaha. could she be more infatuated? egh. i mean, i know he's hott and all.. but she goes overboard. im thirsty. and she makes me sick. bad words? are you kidding me? egh. ok. i really gotta go now. i'll continue this in about 2 min. come back.

kplsthxbye.

alright. well. im out kiddies.. enjoi. butt rape-age. and coconut humpage.

two.

seven.

zero.

zero.

two.

seven.

two.

learn it. live it. LOVE it.

peace ouch.

:? .. TOTAL CONFUSION!!

fadsj;lfjakslf;asdlfksjd.

yeah, that's greek for FUCK YOU.

im

the

greatest..

omg.. i'm so bored. entertainment at it's best. ok. i lied. booya. did i just say that out loud?! eck. i gotta go to the flower shop.. i gotta do lots of things.. im a busy person. muahaha. yeah. i'm so busy that i have time to type shit on here.. yeah.

that..

would.

make.

you.

politically.

incorret.

mmmmmmuuuuuuuuuuuuahahaha hahahaha

omg.. it deleted that whole entry!! that was soo jewish. ok. well, im here.. not really doing anything i'm supposed to be.. but yeah. ya know.. my blogs get read 200x a day.. im so special.. yay. im glad people find my life somewhat interesting.. at least they're the only ones.. hmm. ok.. well, i'll tell you about my past week.. let's start off.. friday we go out.. well, just me and deremy.. nothing really to do.. so we're terrozing.. all of sudden the cops sirens turn on and they're headin' towards us... i was like DUDE!! go!! they're after us!! so we haul.. i would say what we did.. but you never know who'll read this.. :) anyways.. we hid behind deremy's house.. ahahs SUCKAS! Saturday night Zeke comes over.. me, him , and deremy decided to go out.. we were gonna stop at hardesty and get some nasty oklahoma beer.. egh.. anyways.. angel (zekes brother) is in las cruces so we decide to take his work truck instead of either of our cars.. seein' how the cops are prolly still lookin' for us... on the way out there, we did some major burn outs and killer donuts.. well, in the darkness i see these eyeballs!! yay! it's a deer!! i suggest that zeke chases after the deer! bambi style!! well, driving thru the ditches,  we loose different things.. lake was boring.. so we headed back into town.. picked up red bull.. and vivarin.. yum.. we go out to some country roads and saw lots of hill and dips.. OFF ROAD MUTHA FUCKA!!!! we fuck up the truck.. we lose the spare tare and the license plate directly off of the truck!!! yeah!!! we also fucked up the girll.. well, last night.. i was in a pissy mood.. just cause i had a shitt day at work.. zeke and deremy come over.. we watch big brother 5 and sexy Karamo on The Real World.. =) his abs!! omg!! umm, we decide to go ridin around.. to smoke.. well, mikey pulls into town and is driving angel's truck.. zeke has mikey take the truck home so we could have it... we take mikey home and get in angel's truck.. for odd reasons we are on all the back roads and crusin the county roads.. see.. here.. it's nearly harvest.. so the harvesters are startin' to plow all of the fields.. we'd bust into them and donuts.. we started fishitailin on the way out.. hit a ditch full of rocks.. and i guess the pressure on the left rear tire cause a huge blow out.. ok.. well, we were fucked.. problemo..none of us brought out cell phones.. hmm.. since mikey had the truck while he was fixin' his car he left his spare in the back.. forgot to get it out.. we were all ready to change tire.. thinkin' everything was ok....

WRONG!!!!!

ok. after listening to that song.. i'm like all ugh. the 10th was a crappy day. i forgot all about it. sshe punches so hard. ok. well. i have things to take care of.. imma roam around town aimlessly.. and kill innocent bystanders.. yeah.. cause it's definately like that.

peace ouch.

matchbook romance.. omg.. this is such a good song.. and it's like skippin.. well the video is.. i love it. what would you say if i asked you not to go..to forget everyone, forget everything.. and start over with me. would you take my hand and never let me go. promise me you'll never let me go.
and the stars aren't out tonight,but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye? these memories can't replace,these wishes i wished and these dreams i chased take this broken heart and make it right... i feel like... i lost everything when you're gone left remembering what it's like.. to have you here with me i thought you should know, you're not making this easy... i never thought i'd be the one to say please don't, please don't leave me... i feel like i lost everything when you're gone left remembering what it's like to have you here with me i thought you should know, you're not making this easy you're not making this easy... (easy, easy, easy...)take my hand and never let me go, take my hand and never let me go...promise me...you'll never let go..you'll never let go..you'll never let go..you'll never let go..make this last forever..i feel like i lost everything when you're gone..left remembering what it's like to have you here with me..i thought you should know, you're not making this easy you're not making this easy..you're not making this easy..you're not making this easy..you're not making this easy..you're not making this easy

so fall asleep tonight, cuz' that brings me closer to you...

cause it's like that.

im back. i think. im still not doing anything. go figure. dude. texhoma has really small guys. one is like 5'5 120 lb.. it's pathetic.. they have seniors that are barely at 145.. ugh. it's going to be scary. not on our part.. but their crowd.. ok. im goin to eat.

laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaater

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaater.

omg. omg. omg. pictures of jessica's ex.. online.. kissing another male.. hmm.. maybe i could post these.. skit or not.. he was touching the epidermis of the same flesh.. correct me if i'm wrong.. but that's pretty fuckin homo.. so is he.. see, i'll give you a brief synopsis on the fool.. he was cool at 1st.. we would all hang out.. go out n eat.. chill.. till jessica became anally inserted for about 2-3 months or so.. give or take weeks.. haha. anyways.. we'd constantly give her crap.. and still do.. turns out.. after their "love affair" or "love capades" he cheated on her. yes, you read that correctly. cheated. with his exgf.. they had sex. omg. he's a queer.  while we were together he'd make her go home.. just like outta blue tell her to go home.. and the stupid ass, jessica would listen.  he makes me sick. anyways, they break up and jessica is heartbroken. we kinda thought we'd have our friend back.. but noooooooooooooo.. this lesbian skanker by the name of dana takes over.. ehh.. jessica becomes so evil child and parties. she "met" up w/ my fellow employee Bo Jo. And Ivan. And Hernando. Hmmm. Imma ponder on these ideas.. tili think of more.

beastie women lactating in ketchup.  jessica eats it.

im really bored.. and jessica is tryin to send me an e-mail.. but her computer is slow.. and she's a homo. let's talk about jessica.. i'll explain her to you.. she's a freakin mesikan.. ha. i call her dark child.. cause she's hella dark.. she's uhh.. 17.. 18? heh. we've been really good friends for quite a while now.. even when she was dating my bestfriend kory.. he's a queer..  ok.. it's been like 30 min.. and i'm still doing nothing.. carlos is rude.. ya know.. what a coincidence that i bring up the both of them..  carlos.. i call him a MF.. yea.. mother fucker.. see.. jessica has a one year old little girl.. my little princess named Kaysee... we all call jessica MILF.. and well, carlos and her.. performed something along the lines of felatio. therefore, that would make him a mother fucker. jessica gets e-mail from steve.. who we ALL hate.. we will punish him. severely. she just doesn't know. clearly, we dont either. hmmm. we're supposed to eat the Diner tonight.. breakfast night... so much fun. i want hashbrowns.they rock my world like none other. brynr is eating. a cookie. a freakin cookie. oh. and your mom made them? haha. please.  ok. more rambling in a bit.

ciao.

dont worry fucks..

ILL BE BACK!!

i know that i have rambled on.. and you're ready for some more.. but i need some shut eye.. fuck.. i gotta charge my phone.. i miss my girlfriend.. and my fingers hurt.. fuck you pervert..  maybe it's just me.. hahaha...

later daze.

-joss'lynn denae

:D I'm bored.. and you like reading what I have to say.. or what on my mind.. and i know. actually.. you're just a bored little fuck. clearly i am too.. gah. my day has gone by so slow.. maybe i'm just mentally handicap or have some weird problemo.  my friend jarius called not too long ago.. he was explaining to me about the ticket he just got.. for going 82 in a 70.. hmm. that's fuckin retarded.. innocent bystanders  deserve to be hit.. shoulda been payin' attention.. if a mother fucker wants to go 90 mph down a street toward a brick wall while flippin a cop off, then let the stupid bitch do it.. we're better off with them dead in the first place. cops are stupid in the first place.. they'd rather pull you over for your music being too loud, or your tint on your windows being too dark than to worry about the vandalism and robberies the next block over. fuck you. cops are nothing but a bunch of little pussies that got their asses kicked in high school. hahaha. this chick said she didn't like me.. or what i had to say.. hahaha i do not give a shit.. i dont even give a fraction of dreaming about giving somewhat of a shit.. you're  pathetic.. maybe you're european.. it's SOCCER. not football cock suck.

til next time.

which will be when i feel like rambling.

-joss

OMG! i so hate this.. i type one thing and it deletes the bitch!! at least it has stopped blinking like a freakin' crack head on a roller coaster.. eh.. i just finished typing my damn 1301 essay.. i'm tired and my fingers hurt.. worked sucked ass today and i miss my girlfriend.. she's in hawaii.. not for sure when she'll be home.. but hopefully soon..i miss her.. like crazy... i hate school.. and i hate you.. i want a hot dog.. ya know.. i really hate george bush... he's a freakin queer.. i swear... maybe it's not him.. ok it is.. but thats besides the point.. he's a republican.. have you seen that fuckin' elephant donkey lookin thing that symbolizes republicans?? omg.. it looks like  JACKASS!!! seriously. i've come to the conclusion that.. if it looks like a jackass.. it acts like a jackass... har.. slap me freakin' nekkid. ya know.. i hate to say this.. but eurpean ppl really piss me off.. actually.. it's some chick named Johan er something english-y.. she's ugh. i know she rode of  them paper thin boats from england.. she gripes that she cant understand the professor when only it's her and her ignorance. and like most americans i have no use to Europe. They refuse to speak English and those that do speak it poorly..or with a funny accent. I understand that most Europeans hate Americans. Good. We hate you too. You have nothing we want. Legalized prostitution?! We have it.. not to mention all the slutty girls giving it away for free..Crumbling ruins?? Umm, look at our inner cities. People speaking foreign languages.. get in cab.. which brings me to another point.. if you all hate America so much.. would you please stop coming?!  I dont think they have little fuckin patrol boats on the coast of Spain picking up flimsly rafts of Americans trying to get in to start a much better life.. ha. funny little creatures.. it's fun when you send me the hate maill. reply to this and say what you please... the UN weapons inspector have announced they have found no evidence that the iranians have a secret nuclear weapon program.. REALLY?! Because you would reaaallly think there would be TONS of evidence lying around.. did they check underneath the bed?! ehh.. george bush.  The russians are hold a rally to protest the terrorist acts. hearing this, the terroists replied, "we had no idea you found out terroism so objectionable we thought you were into it. we're sorry.. we'll stop immediately. boy. i'm glad that's settles..

peace ouch.